Omar Tsai

Reflection on this past month It's coming to the end of April! April showers bring May flowers -- as they usually say. What I'm seeing is more showers + flurries. Never in my life would I have imagined that it would snow almost in May! Back in Vancouver, it was mostly just rain with the occasional sun that would pop out.  --- I really do miss the rain. I'd love to just work while it's thunderstorming outside. I want to feel like I'm forced indoors, in a cozy environment drinking my warm mocha, while programming or just writing away.  Life this past month has been exciting! I've been going out more, taking on more things to do in both my personal life and work life, and overall just trying to put myself out there. Life is becoming colourful again. Meeting new people, making new friends, and getting new perspectives on life. I found myself starting to have random chitchat with strangers these days. Whether it's to feel a sense of connectedness, or just a frien

Hello world! Just here, typing away. It's midnight now. I locked Koshi out of my room for tonight, he's just a bit too hyper. Work has been fun. My personal life -- ruled by my cat and personal development. I'm not sure what to write here actually. As I'm typing, I hear Koshi tossing around toys in the living room. Not inclined to any particular topic, these days I've felt very free. Free to pursue my own interests or just binge time into research topics on cars and the inner workings of engines. I feel like recently, I've found myself again. The Omar that was so curious from back in high school. The one that just went down rabbit holes in Wikipedia and YouTube researching topics that piqued his interest. I find glimpses of that Omar, through all the adult responsibilities that he has to do, lies the same but inexperienced boy. Social media -- while super useful, is a competition. A competition of "Who's getting married" or "Who's going on

Happy Chinese New Years! 新年快樂! Ice dragon sculpture in Ottawa It's the start of a new lunar year! I'm writing this on 初三, which means 3 days since the new year has started! This year, I didn't do much for Lunar New Year since I'm here in Ottawa now. Usually, I would go to a temple in Vancouver to pray, but there are no Buddhist temples here in Ottawa 😅. You see, my family is quite spiritual - as in. Growing up, my parents would always take us either to Buddhist temples or Christian churches to pray. I even attended Sunday school growing up! The value of tradition holds strongly in my family, and we always try to be honest with any spiritual being, whether that be God or Mazu.  Aside from tradition, we'd usually have hotpot or the like at home! Which, of course now that everyone is scattered across the world, we can't really do that anymore! But that's ok! We of course had a call and just had fun chatting with each other.  It was also in this new year that I

Hi Omar! You might be the only one reading this, or you might not. If you aren't me and you are reading this, then welcome. I thought I would write a reflection on how my year went. In a similar fashion to how Bill Gates or Warren Buffet writes annual shareholder letters, I'd like to also write a letter. But since I have no shareholders, I've decided to write a letter to myself. So here goes! If I could summarize this year in one word, it would be the word change.  The changes in my life that Omar in 2022 could have never imagined. Starting out in 2023, I was still completing my courses for my masters at Simon Fraser University. I had just gotten back from my co-op in Ottawa, and I was just phoning it in for the last semester. For the first time in my life, I learned how to snowboard! It was an amazing experience with my then-girlfriend J - and I can proudly call myself a beginner snowboarder now! During that last semester, all my friends around me were looking for jobs. In

 Hello world! Realized I haven't written here in a while so I might as well just update this blog. Since September, I've been pretty pretty! Work has been the most draining of all so far, with most of my time just thinking about the problems at work. To be honest, oftentimes I get really anxious. Whether it's imposter syndrome or just my general personality, it kind of prevents me from feeling 100% safe at work. I can't talk about much for work so I'll just say it's a highly selective environment - which might be leading to this. I've decided to use the free counselling I get at work though . It reminds me of when I was in grade school and had a counsellor as well. That really calmed my nerves down. I hope it can do the same for me here too. Asides from that, I've been working on this research paper that i've put off for ages now. It's finally being drafted, and I hope I can get it done soon. In my regular life, I've been learning more chines

So it's nearly been a month since my last blog post - - which means, time for another one! Today, I'd like to write about living alone and the little happy points of my limited interactions with others. I recently moved to Ottawa! It's a moderately sized city - a population of 1 million people and the capital city of Canada! Since moving here alone, I've had more time to myself than at any other point in my life. The first few days were especially nauseating due to sleep deprivation and lack of a bed. But quickly that all changed. Once I settled down and started working, I came to realize a few things when living alone that make me happy. I'm going to write out some things that have been working for me that have made my day or just made me happy in general. Little wins that make my day :) Going for walks every day I've now set up a set time every single day to go out for walks. In fact, I go to parliament every single day just to look at the view! It's so ni